girls' gathering..opps i mean aunties to be...

Just came back fr cat's hse....we had our long awaited gals hit chatting cum photos sharing session. aiya time really flies, liqi is having a baby due soon...i was complaining abt being lonely. They suggested tt i shld hang out more and go chill out sessions and know more " MEN". I think so too....seeing friends getting married and having babies...yup i ahve attended a baby's full mth brithday last sat and this coming sat is my jc classmate's house warming session after their ROM....haiz..when will i get back my investments since they have earned alot from my angbaos contributions.

Weeyin suggested SDU (single desperate unit) opps....shld be social development. I have never thought of utilising their facilities cos i used to make fun of it during my jc years. I regretted it.

Somehow I think i am too protective of myself. I hardly open up to someone new...I have this mental cum emotional block... I think the older i get, the more I am afraid of being hurt. I can't afford to be hurt again cos it is very painful and i dun think i have a strong heart to sustain anymore breakage...perhaps i have develop a probia for men...am I? dun get mi wrong i am not lesbian! I am perfectly straight...I do admire those pple who can stand up once again after every painful relationship....I lack of the confidence and courage tt anything will work out for me...cos i felt pain!

psalm 25

To you, O lord, I lift up my soul.
I trust in you, my God!
Do not let me de disgraced, or let my enemies rejoice in my defeat.
No one who trusts in you will ever be disgraced,
but disgrace comes to those who try to deceive others......

....Forgive the rebellious sins of my youth; look instead through the eyes of your unfailing love, for you are merciful, O Lord.

it is rude to call pple " backslider" !

I have chats with my friend from another christian church. there is this term used to describe pple/followers whom did not show up at their church service/cell group...these pple are called "backsliders" ...to me: I think it sounds very rude to call these group of pple " backsliders"...

Funny how u all send out this kinda messages..." oh welcome back to our church....!" ...but too bad u all are referred as backsliders who have returned to embrace thy father. I really don't like the term...i do hope these pple can do something abt the term used.

In my church, things were different, GOD blessed our pple here...they are called refreshers. Sounds good rite.

My deart brothers and sisters of other churches who regard pple who don't come to ur church as backsliders...pls change the term used if u sincerely welcome them back to ur church family. These group of pple didn't backslide if they didn't ome to ur church, they may have practiced their faith in other churches where they feel comfortable with....they didn't betrayed our Father... so whenever there is someone in ur church who didn't come here anymore, stop pointing fingers at him/her 1st. Take a step back to reflect what have u all done wrong 1st....

4th day at heyri

too lazy to type..anyway...make my way to heyri art valley on my 4th day..took a bus from seoul station with the help a korean executive who speaks gd english...she helped mi to walk from one bus stop to another to ask for directions....she is GOD-sent guardian..thank u. (oops..forgot to ask her name). there is lots of bus stops outside the seoul station....finally reach mak guem dong after 2 hrs bus ride and another 45 mins wait for my hrly interval bus 200 to heyri...okie the town is still not fully occupied yet still have some construction going on and .....not many pple go there but opp the town is the korean english village....well took the bus 200 back to daehwa station and head back to insadong for my han jeong sik dinner cost 30000won...over 25 dishes served...dan full after the meal and back to myeong dong...it is cold tt nite less than 12 deg...i only wear a thin piece of clothings without any cardigan...i survived the weather..oh my god ...get used to cold weather...i dun wear extra clothings when i am in seoul cos i still can bear the cold...haha guess i am a person who can survived well in the cold...but definitely not in hot climate

waiting....wait

Waiting can be a sweet or painful process.... when u are waiting for someone u love...it is sweet and u dun mind the wait. If u are waiting for someone whom you dun really like or for someone who u love but will not show up in the end---this will be a painful process...

perhaps before u start lamenting abt why the person didn't turn up and kept u waiting; u shld look back....the other person may have waited for you before u came....because u are very late, she may have left with disapppointment cos she has waited for too long. She now choose to give up and wait no more....Now that when u finally arrive to an empty spot. You start lamenting abt why the person haven't come...but in actual fact, she has left with saddness.....for she has been waiting in the same spot for too long....

my colorful world

hmm...recently i have been into seeing things in black and white..things tt come in these 2 colors will attract me..but also i will not miss out on my all time favourite PINK!... I used to enjoy seeing colorful stuff and i dun really like the color black...

from a psychological pt of view is: If one craves for colorful things in one's life...one is said to be lacking in that aspect...perhaps one is leading a sad or dull life even a lonely one....

on the other hand, if one who dun crave for colorful things then, one is not lacking in anything....

So i can say my huiying's world is a colorful and happy one so far..heehee...but I wonder wat does my cravings for black and white color means?

what's ur color? what color do u see when u are in love? what color do u see when u r sick? what color do u see when u r lonely? what color do u see when u are happy? etc......

Da Vinci re-coded not decoded!

there is so much hype created abt the davinci book series..from documentary to movies etc....now there is even davinci watch collection...crazy...these pple are earning bucks (the wealth that GOD has given us) at the expense of his reputation....

Anyway, I have not read a single book written by DAN Brown. I am simply not interested in friction. Thanks GOD for that. I finally get to watch the movie over the weekend. Well, pretty boring at the beginning but the movie is quite easy to understand except for certain terms that i am not exposed to like priory sion and opus dei. I prefer watching documentaries than movies..

the verdict: according to the bible there are 12 apostles and jesus having the last supper and in the wall mural drawn by davinci --- 12 persons and jesus...so "no mary magdalene". the one sitting next to jesus is JOHN. I think davinci just wanna give john a feminine touch hence a more feminine face for JOHN. As an artist i can understand davinci's urge to de different from other artists in his times...he had tried new ways of painting on dry walls rather than wet ones (the norm in his era) and incorporate JUDAS to sit with other apostles....while JUDAS was sat on the other side of the table drawn by other artists.

But i did realise one thing: This davinci mania has helped strengthen my faith and not dissolving it...I think all christians think so too...this quest for the truth has prompt me to question more and look for an ans and as i uncover more mistakes in davinci, I have grown stronger in my faith for GOD. I love u GOD for this wisdom tt u have given me.

May all christians rejoice and not be sad or confused by this code...it is a blessing in disguise cos now not only christians have strengthen their faith ..even non-christians are interested to find out more abt GOD...